sleeping feels so unimportant right now.
i feel an overwhelming urge to better myself inside and out this year.
i didn’t really have a new years resolution because everyday should be motivation enough to become better/ make new goals.
new years is an excuse for normal people to pretend like they aren’t arrogant as fuck and “set goals” to “better themselves” , so other normal people can pass judgment and label those people humble.
hey that person might actually change! not really darling, they don’t really want to change , they just want you to think they want to.
not to sound cliche , contradictory , or arrogant myself.
BUT
i really do want to change. i love change.
so bring it on 2012.
