I love savannah
, but i feel like i’m not getting a balanced overall stimulation here. The only stimulation I get here is educational. I need some culture, some romance, spirituality, some mind.
I want to pick peoples brains and take scoops out of their thoughts and devour them.
Maybe the reason I wasn’t doing so well educational -wise in Maryland was because I was indulging in my other stimulation. I don’t know , I want to be balanced. I need balance. Things I want to be well rounded in general: spirituality, employment( I applied a lot of places today) , sexuality, intelligence, morality , involvement , and creativity. I also would like to be particularly well dressed, not the cliche well dressed though. A style thats a tad quirky ;something one wouldn’t normally think of but still met the criteria /standards of “well dressed”.
I’m starting to get the feel of the fashion building here. I love to be there by myself, but not when there is other people around. I love to sew, I love to design. I repeat, I love TO SEW and I love TO DESIGN. I love the action of it, I walk into the building and I swear most people just love the superficial ” I want nice clothes, I love labels, omg I love Chanel and Gucci”. I was conversing with my roommate and as she would say ” Most fashion design majors just love to dress well , but when it comes to actually making the clothes they are lost, thats why they switch to fashion marketing and management.” I really just can’t put it in better words myself.
It’s four am, and I’m not tired because I’m still on that Super Smash Brothers / Mario Party Adrenaline. I’m about to crash any moment now. by’iiiiiiih vhnnndddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddhhh
oh SHIT JUST FeLL ON mY LAPTOP night.
